sialllll!

ahhhh!! How I wish we could go to Larut Matang, Perak... the world's best managed mangrove!! because of 8 fucking IDIOTS we are not going! The lecturer said IF those idiots change their minds and want to go to Larut Matang, then they'll have to beg him, we'll see we'll see :) still pretty disappointed, because I have been looking forward to seeing the Milky Storks, ugh.... other than that, nothing much lately, busying with proposal, that's about it. Going to have break from 6th to 14th, yay! Gotta go now, sorry it's short! Take care!

Disappointed!

So yeah, I'm back! Pretty disappointed... the guides there should have waited till the turtle lays her eggs... we went there when she was still trying to find place to lay eggs, so you know, we... well, THEY(my fellow friends) were making noises and god knows, turtles are very shy! she ended up going back to the sea! very big too! saw and touched some hatchling ,very cute! (like me!) Released them into the sea, we were happy to see that event but at the same time, I was thinking about their future, about their survivalship... only if we can make the changes. Oh, saw lots of Hornbills too! I was pretty surprised about that! Took some pictures with the norwegians, hehe... they are friendly, I'm even more so, yeah right! I'm glad to know that Nalsuj is alive too, thought he was dead (choy!) hehe.... jangan marah ah! Nowadays I am so glad that I came to Terengganu, I didn't choose to study this course but now that I am in my final year, I suppose I did the right choice! (not like I had lots of choices at that time anyway, haha...) I'm enjoying the birdwatching, I am enjoying the beach ( yeah right) in our campus, though my face is pretty much full of pimples and sunburnt now, hehe.... I am happy, at least I can enjoy my last year, I wasted 2 years thinking about why I came here, why I bother to study conservation, but in the end, I feel like I don't want to end this Uni life, I enjoy it a lot. but of course I will have to graduate sooner rather than later! I want to go to other places and learn more things, you know, I am not the kind of person who can stay in one place for a long time :) opps, gotta go now, have Tissue Culture test tomorrow night! wish me luck! ( I know you all will wish me luck when you are reading this, so thanks a lot!) Take care! Remember to enjoy your life cuz life is so short :)

Turtles

Thank god... i presented my final year project proposal today, and it went very well, a lot better than i thought! guess i shouldn't have underestimating myself :) surprisingly for my supervisor, he thought i wouldn't be able to answer the questions asked by the profs and Drs, but i did, hehe....pretty glad :) so, i'll be off to Paka to see the turtles tomorrow afternoon, yay! other than learning birdwatching, i think i'm pretty much into photography too now, uncle! hehe.... i borrowed my supervisor's camera and some of the pictures i took came out well! life... so much to learn. learning new things everyday! uncle, sorry ah i am too lazy to view your blog! haven't got much time actually :( have to finish my proposal soonish... ali, thanks for the comment, keep on commenting, i'll need it! take care all!

ugh....tired....

Mm....haven't wrote for quite a while, was pretty busy. I went to KL on Thursday night, I really had fun there considering how long I hadn't been there :) Spent a lot too,ugh...shoes shoes shoes, haha...not like I had lots of money, but I couldn't find any shoes that I like in Terengganu, oh well. went bird watching today, had fun, saw stock billed kingfishers, flyeaters, magpie robins, and I still have to identify one species of bird that I haven't seen b4, ugh.... tired, ciao!

Birds monitoring workshop

Just a short one, hehe....I am going to join the birds monitoring workshop,yay!I am so excited! all covered and I am going to the Kuala Selangor, a place that I have heard about for quite sometimes, that I have been wanting to go for a long time :) birds birds birds!will be pretty busy, KL, Turtles, Matang Perak, Sekayu, Kuala Selangor, Kuala Gandah Pahang to see the elephants! anything interesting?feel free to email or send a comment or two,take care!

Black-Naped Oriole

*Yawning* I feel so so tired, finished my concept paper (for final year project),going to start doing proposal soonish. Pretty crazy cuz I finished the paper in like 2 hours! haha....guess that's me, I am VERY good in doing last minute works :) I did bird watching this afternoon, very interesting, saw lots of monitor lizards too! Last night was nice, we had a night lecture, a good friend of mine came and picked me up, AND gave me some cake, black forest cake, which tasted very bad! Cake from resort, god knows why... but it's nice, at least he remembered about me, who is hungry most of the time.I guess my friends know about that, hehe....especially Alex (what are we going to have for lunch?dinner?I'm hungry!)I know how annoying I can be about food :) I'm VERY fussy, I will not eat if the food is bad (for me), I don't know why really.... I've met some nice guys since last February, interestingly all of them understand about my weird behaviour, about how fussy I am, about chicken feet, AND they can remember every single food that I like and don't like, maybe I am destined to have a caring boyfriend :) I have always felt lucky, my ex cared and still cares about me, and now, my friends too. " I have a cunning plan...." I want to have a boyfriend/husband who can cook,hehe.... going to Sekayu Recreational park tomorrow, sigh.... I feel so tired but I have to go, orientation for new juniors. oh, for those who don't know about this, I am studying Conservation and Management of Biodiversity :) Also, I might go to KL next week, argh... then going to watch turtles, elephants, mangroves replanting! ouch... I have to go now! Take care, till then, ciao :)

Down

My life is like a broken pencil now,pointless. All I have to do is to finish my study and that's it, we'll see what's next after study, hopefully it'll be more exciting in future :) Can't believe how stupid I was for hurting one of the greatest person I have ever met, guess that's me, always ALWAYS hurt peoples' hearts...no turning back anyway, like what Malays always say "terlajak perahu boleh diundur,terlajak kata....", okay....i cant remember the phrase now, but it means something like if you said something,no matter how good or bad it is, you can never take it back, which i think is true after what happened :( sometimes I feel like I am a turnip (just like Baldrick of the Blackadder series), never use my brain to think b4 I speak,haha...guess that's a lesson that I should learn now that I am 22.... haven't got a spare brain cell to think of what to do today, maybe someone can suggest me, any activities at all....ugh.... BORED OUT OF MY SKULL!

What a wonderful world....

I'm so tired, mentally tired... lots to be done and I am sleepy most of the times, hehe....silly or what? We had meeting at 11pm! Have to go to the culture cell's Lab soonish,ugh... interestingly, I don't seem to understand much of what the lecturer taught, but still, I am interested in attending his class. yeah, you guessed, I am weak in science and I still am not quite sure how I managed to go through all these years, haha... Read my close friend's blog, pretty interesting because I have to point out my stand too about what he wrote, I am not against gays/lesbians/bisex, I know most religions are against it, but hey, why not think on the other side, or think outside the box for a little while. If you believe about God,about the creator, then you should understand that not every one in this world would want to be themselves. I know we can change if we want to, but somehow. How about the transexual/transvertite? I am sick of people with closed mind, doesn't mean that you have to be gays etc to be open minded. It's enough to be neutral about their stands. Plus, they won't harm you or anything, right? I'm disappointed about the whole thing, most people still have the negative thinking about it, we'll see one day, it's up to you about your belief/stands/views, but for me, I strongly not against homosexuality (and I am not lesbian or bisexual for your information :)) so, any opinions? Take care :)